[skin] doubt

I guess there's something missing.
Maybe it's me just missing something.
Either way...whatever it is, it's not here and it's not getting here any time soon...so...so...there's still something missing here and I'm still here and...
Maybe I should go out and look for that missing shit. Or maybe I should just stand still and wait.
Guess I'm needing to feel something again...before I turn to dust.
I'll find a place. Again. Once more. Maybe for the last time. Maybe I'm just too tired. Getting old.
Maybe I'll find it. Maybe I'll find me. Maybe not.