[skin] ann-iHi-late

I wish you came around and touch me has much has I want you to vanish out of my body.
Your wings are to narrow for my will. Your will is too slow for my time.
Wish you could hear me has much has I wish to keep my inability to speak to you.
You’re the world. You mean nothing to me.
I love every little step you take towards the door. Love the smell of you walking away. Hate the pain that sticks to these walls every time you leave in such a strange silence.
Wish I could caress you has much has I wanted to cause pain by kicking your back.
You can’t help me understand. You can’t hear me ‘cause you never look at me.
Your pain is too deep. I can’t touch it like I could before. Like I could have touched it.
I reach, you take and let go. An instant. A single fragment of time. No more space.
Your wings slowly covering my skin. The one on the ground. Where my soul lays. Not to rest. Not for you to rescue.
Wish you could feel me. Wish I wasn’t so far away from what you are inside.
I can’t show you no hell and no heaven from this body of mine.
Your wings covering my dead skin.
I wish you came around and touch me has much has I want you to annihilate what I’ve been to you.